NOT AN ACTUAL BOOK

nikkiroach — Thu, 20 Feb 2020 22:40:50 +0000

what gets neglected in this trade of time? what appendages could i let atrophy and which could i value more. will i sever ties with my fraktal selves today or tomorrow. i took my ninja time and broke through some tense feelings. what good is virtue. i thought about the power in exploring the body breathe and entering into the unknown. i work to master taming tigers when i could be taming desire. distracted. facebook is a reward system. look i just got lost in my phone again. ready for punishment.

painkillers. tell me what i need to hear with meaning.

nikkiroach — Sun, 16 Feb 2020 18:29:56 +0000

contentless and camerabodied

nikkiroach — Sun, 16 Feb 2020 18:27:53 +0000

making plans
making forgeries
looking for things
stalking people
taking pleasure
getting distracted
writing lists
shaping immaterials
organizing bodyspace
organizing mindspace
neural emptyspace
looking for things
examining myself
taking inventory
being indulgent
project management
automating fingers
playing dumb
refresh communications
grasping listening
overthinking

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nikkiroach — Sat, 15 Feb 2020 21:06:30 +0000

Closet Jargon II. collecting seasons whilst tailoring ideological gum on the window display plan for dash cam sex or ambient lonecore iphone growing something pseudoproduction performing sightlines with virtue

nikkiroach — Sat, 15 Feb 2020 21:03:36 +0000

what is this trap of ux design where is it inside of me in front of me playing me preparing me daring me caring for me getting paid

nikkiroach — Mon, 03 Feb 2020 08:16:53 +0000

Closet Jargon I.

reading at the place where i am

this train station is a mirage

unlocationed sahara heavy and wordless

my anti boyfriend renames me

debt ghost (i) on the way to the party

me, envisioning electric blue halos on

other ancestors from nonorigins oz, they—

with cash contracts to refrain priding and

fyll of teeth to get pulled by past (eyes)

trying to howl while keeping in flocks

pretending to be a ghost i observe them

me— with SMS texts from indra to ignore

and stories to preserve when i get home

nikkiroach — Sun, 05 Jan 2020 20:38:31 +0000

to sculpt oneself as though an art object by subjugating oneself as an object… self knowledge and self creation become products—and often accompanied by some understanding of the object’s relationship to society. the raw materials of this process are perhaps space and time and cognition and media. by media i am usually referring to data; in other words: text, image and moving image; but not limited to: format, style, and any other material. what is happening online, aquí,? what could be generated in a month without media, without content? that month, it appears rather abyss-like, like a desert but a desert for the mind. i’ll go sit in the desert with all my fevers.

nikkiroach — Sun, 05 Jan 2020 20:32:08 +0000

contentless and cameraless other people make it real actualization necessitating artistic isolation

nikkiroach — Sun, 05 Jan 2020 20:27:16 +0000

The boarded up ones are possessed in having ownership but dispossessed by being unoccupied and neglected. a basic capacity for manual labor + emotional labor + intellectual + creative + self maintenance + community =

nikkiroach — Sun, 05 Jan 2020 20:12:46 +0000

hot salad Red vino painting los globos sweeping fm Saginaw fm Moscow fm Portland fm Houston fm Cali its not right but its ok overheard in the club my spirit animal use to b a fox but now its a hesgehog. i dont want to be judged for appropriating. are yer neerv endings overstimulated like mine.