the house is filled
w bougie gerls
i image them
sans text so
lik dating, lik
tabula rasa,
lik driving
i get high
on yer
laconic
gazes

=

my closet is a
display of the
architectural
renderings
that never were,
images by bougie men
we can denigrate all
contractual
forms of speech,
i found a receipt
for a 2009
DQ blizzard
and a note
‘yes, im cold too’

why does my body keep waking me up at 2pm. having a hard time coping. a 2am proposal for image-based works, and the material dynamics that normalized a mass psychology of actors without empathy.

reengineering the collective vision; capitulate the arteries of social stratification, we can regenerate within some canon of zen nihilism that I feel lurking /ready to divorce from constant war/ a priori assumptions that the hierarchical market is our only option. at the base, i think a strategy would start at language. the internet facilitates a lateral evolution of linguistics pushing the development of jargons and subcultures. where are we going? the machine keeps going, and im slaving in the digital factory, manufacturing art, no, advertisements, serving both the proletariat and the practical intellectual.

how do i cope with the fact that im privileged enough
to make something real, can i only
challenge, explore and learn how to use it

– –

we dont have to live under the structures
we can progress, we can be productive
we can be creative, we can be more creative
and make our environments facilitate that

one person can make a crazy impact in the networks they build
to not have to explain things, and just connect
from the backgrounds that we come from

our definition of love can be ridiculously beautiful,
magic, or, whatever you want to call it.
but im worried about the nature of this world.
how it tries to suppress the intelligence
that beautiful empathetic intelligence
by telling us that it doesnt matter
and when i see people who are resilient enough
to not let that get in their way
is the most inspiring.

build up a power — the platform

(i want to make it real)

question the productive power

(im confused why people dont see their own oppressions)

more and more of us are creating art and magic

(i have a gift but challenges)

the different projects people work on

(i want to help us all move forward)

rejecting structures and making our own. 

(i’m sick of people compromising their beliefs)

beautiful empathetic intelligence, that exists

(i guess building more empathy in the world)

means having to soften ourselves to 

(make it real)

reading a lot of visual culture,
thinking about neurosis
and the order of signs and meaning.
most people are practical people.
postmodernism is impractical ¿
because we’re unsure how to proceed
the ego seizes relativity
so proceed with any
u aim
u can be an enlightened one
does not preclude you
from being an asshole yet
it gives convenient justification
to cannabilize our own ideologies.
through images
what am i really?
looking at our assumptions
what is love?
i guess,
we work on that first

life experiments/performances:
advancements in the marketplaces,
or thoughtful mediations.
value prop is based on what?

how do we gain the acceptance of a larger batch of users?

ppi determining the limits of my world. the screen. here are a bunch of screens. look, i showed up at another screen party. a literate engagement with the white rain means to be able to differentiate between things – set up a model or matrix or lexicon and grammar to measure the nature of identifying immaterial objects — i write this as i identify categories for thinking which constitute understanding my world — in the structure we are most comfortable. what is the resolution of my eye? — the senses of my livingness, it is deterritorialized from me lately — my underlying awareness tells me there’s work to do to become full of dimensionality. freedom is communicated by a multisensory expression, manifested through experiences. constructed ones? or natural ones? the social utility of compassion is limitless but im limited in tools to measure sincerity in this post-dpi society.

do you ever think about how facebook / youtube / &c depoliticize us by showing us a biased set of content? we’ve been redlined, but who wields the tape? the programmer? the algorithm? ourselves?

is this color palett who i am
snakeskin is gucci
godskin  ive been productive

verbal narrative
=
a system of logics

the grammar and syntax
of narrative fiction > a play

The psychological person
is replaced by a linguistic or
even a grammatical person

The world in its various aspects is
increasingly looked upon as discrete
rather th~an continuous

what is finite and numerically calculable
is superseding the indeterminateness of
ideas that cannot be subjected to measurement
and delimitation;

though entrusted to machines, literature will continue
to be a “place” of privilege within the human consciousne$s