in an attempt to not attempt, to avoid saying anything at all is what we believe in there is nothing really else that matters nor should it, in an attempt to not attempt, in an attempt to convince the world, in an attempt to position oneself as quasi-intellectual political figure. But how many books do we have to read in order to write. in order to speak honestly with urgency and agency. no we have to write and write a reaction to everything that we read, otherwise it means really nothing at all, do you see what i mean? my living is an attempt to attempt a reaction with subtle core and no attention, this book is a seminal group of rantings and responsibilities.