The policeman, fueled on ideology?
What action, or ritual, can install a new one?
Well structured groups aren’t
penetrated by propaganda,
they’re already full from group identity.
But a man’s attitude is a software,
dissolve his group and he’ll need a new one.
Feeling all the power and powerlessness of our TIME
Women still being aborted by the patriarchy
In my nation’s capital
I stand outside a pastry shop
looking over the masses
I try radiating goodness on them
But its gray skies and my body aches
so nothing comes
In my chest and tears
I’m overwhelmed by this
Endless war against women
Fascism in our feeds
Why is forced motherhood
on the agenda of men?
No more SOUL donut to dip
in my austerity COFFEE
deconstructing myself thru meditation and audioFyles
Learning =
OBSERVING
MAKING
DIALOGUE?
possible important apparatus that should be installed when one is trying to learn… is firstly, a STRUCTURE for how to proceed through the learning; second, a thoughtful ATTENTION to the material; third, a clear ARTICULATION of “stuff” learned.
perhaps also on the other side is a DECONSTRUCTION and REORDERING in order to construct new conclusions and a CONTEXTUALIZATION and PRODUCTION of the new information
all things meant to explode and reform the mind and technical skills. I suppose or so I suppose. Or so I think as I think through thinkingness and thinkeders.
so if THERE is the ABSTRACT up there
WHAT is the CONCRETE?
what are you building Nikki?
abstract situations,
banal activism,
mundane philosophies,
typographic follies,
good times
social and spatial ordering
traverse visionary databases
hijack symbols
construct real phonies
voyeurize the voyeur
this book is dedicated to all the subtracted cities and Joumana, who’s rolex was real
for j.j.r. who was with IT and denounced bread because of IT.
for kats who works like a motherball.
for clio who got the closest to flying across the Detroit River.
for adam who created us all and only spoke TV.
for sarah who barks back when men are dogs.
for amanda who can change the world with her dance.
for jovanka who lost her childhood to armored vehicles in macedonia.
for lucifur who helped me get to africa.
for kid rock who does neither.
for ilitch who made a killing in the cardboard pizza biz.
for taomas who listens to techno and hitched a ride with me to Canada.
for all the dada buddhists and for d.a. for telling me the truth.
the book is an opiate
email and FB are ruining language
the word is an apparatus for
..
the belief, a singular heresy
media is the public’s interface to reality
the action is irreparable and indelible
..
and that’s why all eejits hate each other and think alike
in an attempt to not attempt, to avoid saying anything at all is what we believe in there is nothing really else that matters nor should it, in an attempt to not attempt, in an attempt to convince the world, in an attempt to position oneself as quasi-intellectual political figure. But how many books do we have to read in order to write. in order to speak honestly with urgency and agency. no we have to write and write a reaction to everything that we read, otherwise it means really nothing at all, do you see what i mean? my living is an attempt to attempt a reaction with subtle core and no attention, this book is a seminal group of rantings and responsibilities.